a month now....
bitter and laugh...
sad and happiness...
my love for her ....will never die...

晚上10点多了，她现在会在干啥呢？
不会还在实验室吧，忙了一天不知道累不累，这么晚开车回家会不会辛苦，今天还有没有力气去慢跑，嗯。。。难道在洗澡。。。想像ing。。。。
哈哈，心态变得好年轻啊，单相思的滋味还真是难熬呢，脑子里纷至沓来都是她的影子。。。。

she is about to quit the current job
then what she gonna do ?
whatever....pls stay in this city, so i can live with the hope to see her sometimes....

tomorrow is a good day
because i could see her
even if there are still possibility that she totally forget about the arrangement
and i have to wait for the next chance...
but still.....there is hope....and i am grateful......

想念如果會有聲音。。。
這層樓的弟兄們都要被我吵死了，哈哈。。。

今天看车展去了，回到家扫了一眼没关的msn，居然看到她在线
心里那头小野兽欢天喜地从窝里跳了出来，手舞足蹈。。。
打了个笑脸过去。。。msn却显示对方下线了，可能是网络延迟吧，
小野兽低低地呜了一声，摇摇尾巴又钻回到窝里去了。。。

睡得好香甜啊，然后就迟到了。。。。
还是梦到她了，一起逛街买东西试衣服剪头发上班。。。
场景还是在上海，不过又不太像，到处都是百年老树，小桥流水，店铺穿插其间，还有练摊的手艺人。。。

梦境般的夜晚，幸福得都快晕过去了。。。

你问我，为什么想和你见面，
怎么说呢，我想你都想得快疯了么。。。
嗯，说太多实话也不行，我得挖个洞说完之后盖起来再在上面种棵树。。。

度日如年啊，明天终于礼拜四了。。。
好期待啊。。。。

脑袋都是你，心里都是你。。。。
打电话之前的心情: 忐忑不安，心跳如擂鼓，无心工作。。。
打电话之后的心情: 欢呼雀跃，坐立不宁，还是无心工作。。。汗。。。。

爱情真是让人年轻啊。。。

meet her today...
the first part looks like the mix of best dream and worst nightmare...
best dream because there is just like every good dream of mine: with her , in the park , having fun, driving bicycle.....worst thing is i am just like a ghost, watching her doing all this with another people...feel like dying.....
the second part is much better, sing with her,
well , there are somebody else, but i feel good enough just to sing for her...from deep inside of my heart...

有多久没见你
以为你在哪里
原来就住在我的心里
陪伴我的呼吸

如果有个叫做m6鉴别赛的话，俺肯定是冠军。。。
只要远远看一眼，即便只是躲在其他车子后面露出个小角
也能分辨出m3还是m6,新款老款。。。。
无他。。。手熟尔。。。。

the best time of the day.....the time to go to bed...coz i can meet her in the dream....

Dream of her twice last weekend
in the first one she came to play pool with us, i tried to play with her but she's always on the other table, tracing her all night...
second one is pretty sweet....we went to a beach house for vacation, all i could remember is the soft blow of the sea wind through the house and her sweet lips....

“ 世界上既无所谓快乐或也无所谓痛苦；只有一种状况与另一种状况的比较，如此而已。只有体验过不幸的人才能体会最大的快乐。莫雷尔，我们必须体验过死的痛苦，才能体会到生的快乐。

所以，我心爱的孩子们，享受生命的快乐吧！永远不要忘记，直至上帝揭露人的未来图景的那一天以前，人类的一切智慧就包含在这四个字里面：‘等待’和‘希望’ ”

----基督山伯爵

saw her on line today
talk a little bit
wish her happy
then i am happy too.

"一生把你放在心里头，尽管未必能够长相厮守。
只要偶尔深夜想起了你，会有一丝暖暖的酒意"

今天又被销售拖去开会
其实完全可以不去的
来回驱车2个多小时
只为了在那儿发15分钟的呆
嗯。。。不过路上会路过她的高中。。。情不自禁想如果能和她一起上学的话。。。

stupid training all day....
would be much fun if she was in this training with me...
there would be a barbique this weekend, can i see her there?
by the way, i google her name yesterday, it means 'dream overflow'...
no wonder i dream about her all the time...

she changed her m6 to a yellow sport car ....
and i drove her home...
of couse it was a dream
and as i hoped for , the road never ends.....like for ever....

没有你的世界荒芜一片
思念静静蔓延

Dream

dream about her last night...again.....
at first it was like a old colleagues re-union or something
a lot of people gather around eating buffet...
and i just stand close to her and have a good look at her
after that the two of us went to see an opera
i don't quite remember what was the opera about coz most of the time my eyes was not focus on the stage, i was glad that the theatre was dark, so i can stare at her without anyone notice..
we sneak out in the middle of the show to another empty and dark show room
and kissed at the rear seat....
that was really a great dream...
don't wanna get out from that....
so here i am, just arrived the office...11 a.m.

Every each day, i think of her..
actually every where
no matter when i walk to office , back home, doing homework, working out,
yesterday while walking home, i am thinking about my bucket list
you know, the kind of list that if i have already done all the stuff on it, i can die tomorrow with no regrets.
let me think, i think of travell around the world, sky diving, bungee jumping，drive f1 once, and some other cool things....
but what i want most of them , is to kiss her again...

if i collect a coin every time i think of her
i would be a millionare now.....