waked by her call this morning
best morning call ever....haha...
what a wonderful world it would be if i can wake up every morning in her sweet whisper...

now is 3 pm in the morning again...lying on bed...ready to dream about her...
sweet dream...to both of us...

thought this place was closed
but only blocked by the gov...faint...

miss her....
feels like have not seen her for years..
but when i think of the times we spent together, it feels just like yesterday..
maybe because all other memories are bypassed...not important.....haha...

lying on bed to see the 6th game of rocket va laker
and wondering where she is
will she at work today
or doing something else
pray to see her sunday
but it's all right if she feel shy to show up
anyway, i have spent over whole eight hours with her on wednesday
that's good enough for me...

想飞到那最高最远最洒脱
想拥抱在最美的那一刻
想看见陪我到最后谁是朋友
你是我最期待的那一个

btw: it's really good to hear her voice

great night....
all i can say is that's really the kind of night that dreams come ture
besides i had been dreamed of working with her again for months
tonight took back a lot of sweet memories to me..
but still, wish she can have a nice rest after all these tiring testing...
and everything for the best of her family....
well, gotta go to bed now...sorry little piggy, i can't walk you tonight...
that's your sacrifice for my love,haha...

dream lover come rescue me
take me up, take me down, take me any where you want to baby
i need you so just with me
won't you please come around
coz i wanna share forever with you .....baby....

boring at home all day
work out too much for last three days..
now every muscle pains..

still missing her
what she doing during such heat weather?

o yeah~
she called me back....
that's ....beyond words...
here by i declare this moment the best moment of today...
well, unless she come by for dinner tonight, haha~

wanna call her...wanna hear her voice
but afraid of interruption...
she said she will be busy testing until middle of may
so...maybe i should wait till she finish...
anyway, a sms won't hurt i guess...

而每過一天這一天這醉著
愿愛你多些再多些至滿瀉
我發覺我最愛與你編寫
以后每天的深夜

而每過一天這一天這情深瀉
愿愛你多些然后再多一些
我最愛你與我這生一起
哪懼明天風高路斜。。。

想见你，我的心
每天生活只剩呼吸
多希望，下一秒就见到你

上班。。。。游目四顾，寻寻觅觅冷冷清清凄凄惨惨戚戚。。。。
知我者，谓我心忧，不知我者，谓我何求。。。。
苍天啊，大地啊，想死我了。。。
orz。。。。。

今天阳光真好，又想起来第一次见到她那天，记得也是阳光明媚。
看着她跟在dr.z后面沿着走廊朝我走来，巧笑倩兮，霎那间太阳也失去了光彩。
不知道哪来的勇气就迎上前去，握手，交谈，吃饭。。。。感觉自己从未那么主动。。
第一次握她的小手，软软的柔若无物，回味无穷啊。。。
虽然她吃过饭就先走了，心里的痕迹，可没那么容易消逝呐。。。。
是什么时候知道她名花有主的呢，应该是之后的不久吧，可能还偷偷难过了一段时间，哈哈。。。
不过每天能见到她的笑颜，也就心满意足了罢。
但是心里总还是有一丝渴望，希望她的幸福能由我来谱写。

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maybe that's part of the reason i leave for the new position.
when the chance came that i could make a fortune, i grab it..
but that's really hard to work without her...
for the first two weeks, i did not went to the office at all...
just hang around in the big city all day and try to contact her....
still remember when i sit in the big stair of the stadium keep calling her for the whole afternoon..

and when i start working, the happiest time of the day is to receive her calls
i usually went up to the roof to talk to her
where is quite and peace, only birds and wind can hear us ..

we made great progress one day...
that's the sweetest thing in the world....
i just wanna say that if there is heaven, i have already been there...
and i told her that i wanna be with her for the rest of my life
but she said she doesnot want to leave her beloved someone..
i have to understand and fall back
i would wait...until my chances come, even for decades...even we are too old to walk...i will be waiting...for you..

it really breaks my hearts in pieces when she forget about my birthday.
my heart sink right to the bottom of the ocean....
well, it still crazy about her, but it tooks a long time to float back to surface...haha

i tried to bury my feeling, even for a while, but it's only getting stronger...
i know that nothing is forever, in the end, ashes to ashes, dust to dust....
but i just want that we could share joy and tears together,even once in a while, till the end of your times, then i will kiss you goodbye and thank you for the wonderful trip.