well, she is not happy...
for some reason..she said about some family affairs...
so...i think i should do something...

just now i am thinking about send her 2 tickets for jonna wang's concert at the end of this month
but maybe she will be upset coz that would make her feel a little bit pressure, which i don't want her to ...
so...i came up with another idea that....if i could ask jonna a favour to deliver the tickets herself
and told her that's a luck pick out of her fans....
but that 's just a daydream right? haha...
anyway, i will ask her if she wants to go with me, that's might be the best way to do it...
and either she agree or not, i get to hear her voice again...
that's my only comfort during the days i can not see her....

god，it's really not easy to get up here...
it has been 28 days since i last saw her..
my heart is dying without her smile..

bought a lot of equipments for iphone...
and throw away some ugly of them...
still afraid she might be unhappy coz i bought things without her permittion..
but i can't help it every time i saw little cute things, i want her to have them...

talked to her on the phone this morning
can't see her afternoon
but tomorrow might be some chance
so ...looking forward to ....

she send me a smile 10 minutes ago on msn
while she appear offline...
so...maybe she is hiding from sb..
glad that ain't me...haha...
dream that i bought an apartment near work
and placed nice sofa and projector and fancy home theatre...
so i could invite her over to watch film together..
and the kitchen is big and handy so we can make food late at night
and there also a secret room that we could build the train world inside...
what a wonderful world...

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
....

saw someone like her near the scooer field this afternoon
with a small crowd taking picture, maybe for graduation....
dressed like her style, similiar hair and outline...
so i just lying there and staring at her for over 30 minutes
don't want to get too close to find out that it's just some stranger
rather watch over long distance so it feels like watching the love of my life is making beautiful poses ...haha...

loooooooong time no see....甚念.......