Spending my time
watching the days go by..
feeling so small
i stare at the wall
hoping that u...are missing me too...

发现一个有趣的规律，姑且叫自动补偿定律，哈哈
只要没见她超过一周，晚上就会梦见她，而且频率逐步升高。
昨晚的梦已经记不清了，只记得和她一起坐在沙发上看书，全身的血液几乎都失去重量，轻飘飘的，唯一还有感知的只剩左边小腿，因为贴着她的右腿。。。^0^

well, she like it...
that's great.
going out this afternoon to prepair the next concert for her, haha...

updating blog again..
been asking her out since monday.
now the week almost passed and she seems to be busy every day
well, i am happy for her but a little bit sad for myself
the gift has been in the closet for a week and i think he needs to see his owner...so as i ....
maybe i still have to wait... she will come to me when the time comes...

“There is neither happiness nor misery in the world; there is only the comparison of one state with another, nothing more.” ----from The Count of Monte Cristo, now for the man who has tasted heaven, unless he could stay there, the rest of the days feel like hell...

well, it's not that bad really, but still....i miss her...

words can't express what she mean to me...
the feeling of holding her lying on the sofa and chating.....
kind of hope that time just stop there so we can stay forever..
i don't even wanna get up to go to the bathroom...
afraid that she might vanish when i turn my head...
i must be the happiest people in the world...
can't imagine how could a man let go such a wonderful things....
i will cherish her till..................there is no end...haha....

.....seems like she will not show up around xuhui area in the near future
i had been waiting for so long.....
so i better send the iphone to her by express tomorrow so she can use it for her gmat study...
honestly i would be more than happy to send it myself, but i am afraid she does not want to see me un-announcely appear in her front door, maybe it would cause her another trouble due to her jealously bf...haha
so....
i wanted to buy her a 3g so i can keep this one coz this one means a lot to me...
but 3gs is coming and with better feature
so i wait and wait..and wait...
but until now 3gs still no cracked yet, so there is not much things to play on it......
maybe bought her a led beamer is a better option
to celebrate her new born? or it would be a nice entertainment if she really go to teach in a village..

just now i was lying on bed sleepy, but somehow just have the feeling that she might be online
so i came to have a look, she really is....though it was late and we could only chat a few,
i am still happy to just see her icon blue....not grey.......

well, she is not happy...
for some reason..she said about some family affairs...
so...i think i should do something...

just now i am thinking about send her 2 tickets for jonna wang's concert at the end of this month
but maybe she will be upset coz that would make her feel a little bit pressure, which i don't want her to ...
so...i came up with another idea that....if i could ask jonna a favour to deliver the tickets herself
and told her that's a luck pick out of her fans....
but that 's just a daydream right? haha...
anyway, i will ask her if she wants to go with me, that's might be the best way to do it...
and either she agree or not, i get to hear her voice again...
that's my only comfort during the days i can not see her....